I am feeling unwanted and lied to, yet reminiscent

So homecoming was last night, and let me just say, even though I didn't have a date (what's new) I had SO much fun! Me, Jersey, Tori and Melissa had a little fun before (hehe) then we were off to meet peeps at Olive Garden. Well sry to say THAT one didn't work out so we pondered for some time. We were actually going to order our food, go pick it up and leave. We really were craving those breadsticks dude! But too bad we forgot one thing...we didnt' have the number to Olive Garden, which made it a little difficult to call in and order our food. What a predicament! We finally ended up going across the street to Red Robin's, and back to Melissa's. What was really gay tho was that I got mad lecturing for my mom losing her keys. Since she couldn't POSSIBLY have lost them herself, right? I'm the screw up so of course I have to have known where they were. UGH. Anyway so then we went back to Melissa's cuz of course we're not gunna showe up on time to the dance what fun would that be? But so far I was having a pretty good night. We get to the dance, and let's just say Jersey was HALARIOUS. Then we get in. Everyone looked way nice, and we all had fun dancing. One of the really exciting parts was that we got a free pics packet since Jersey is on court. The only sucky thing was that my best firend who is moving decided to ditch me and not even say goodbye but whatever obviously our firnedshiop isn't too important to her anyway. Sry, it's just been bugging me. I have made this huge effort to hang out with her every single day and the one night we can hang out all night she ditches me and doesn't even say goodbye. And that was the last time I'll prolly really see her too, so it's just goes to show how important I am, huh? It also makes me wonder if she was just lying about her mom not letting her go anywhere every other time we tried to habng out, or if they were just excuses. Needless to say, the whole thing kinda hurts. So I give up. I'm not making any sort of effort anymore. Of course I'll be sad when she leaves but oif this is how she wants to do it then that's her choice. *sigh* Anyway, we left the dance, went back to my house, and me and Jersey changed clothes. Like I was about to wear my dress all night. As we're walking to the car, some guy stops and asks us if we're "leaving the party." So we're like "WTF?" and we end up talking to them a little, decide the "party" doesn't sound like too much fun and we leave. We got gas, and preceded to pick up Tori from prison (a.k.a. her house). And we're out for the night! After going to Johnny' and standing in the parking lot, then going to Jack in the Box for a midnight food fight, we drove around and went to a couple of fun places. Wish Kat had been there, she would have had fun, but like I said, that's her choice. On the other hand we made some good memories, so overall my senior homecoming was a blast. Definitely something I'll never forget. Especially the story about Jersey talking her way out of a ticket. lol That's my girl! haha well I gotta get started on this homework ish so maybe I'll write later even tho this new mindsay is confusing the crap out of me! Hopefully I can get some help and make it cute, or at least figure out some part of it. Have a good rest of the weekend!
*~*Bry*~*

So it's a Friday night and I just got home from a long night of walking!!! Yeah that's right the bitch made me walk cuz she was "too tired". Ugh. So I'm chillin with Kat and Melissa and we were havnig fun. Even tho Kat had to be home at 10:30 we were gunna make the most of it and then me and Liss were gunna do something afterwards. Lauren wanted us to do to the movies but Melissa didn't want to and since she was my ride I had no other choice. THEN we get to her house and she wants to go inside and eat her Carl's Jr. then we're supposed to hang out. So we get inside and we're talking about what we're gunna do. Well she decides all of a sudden that she's tired. And ya knwo since I don't "work as much as she does" I wouldn't knwo how that feels. So we're sitting there and she can tell that I'm pretty pissed. I mean I got all ready for nothing. But I figure whatever I can still do something, fuck her if she doesn't want to . At this particular time I seem to remember a very important fact... I'M GROUNDED FROM MY CAR...... meaning that I have no ride home at 10:45pm. So I ask her, "Wait how am I getting home?". You would think that a caring friend, almost sister would reply, "Well dont' you worry about that, I'll take you since you only live five minutes away." But NO. Her answer was, *shrug her shoulders*. She asks what my dad is doing and I inform her that he's sleeping so that's not an option. She, again, shrugs. So I'm thinking WTF you stupid bitch?!, and I say, "Well then I guess I'll get walking." You wanna knwo what she says to me?!? "Okay see you tomorrow!" Riiiight if I dont' get raped and killed on the way home! So as I'm walking I'm calling around hoping maybe someone will be in the neighborhood and they could come pick me up. But no such luck. Finally Kat calls and says she's gunna come get me, so I'm waiting at the corner when Zach and Rudy come around the bend. Kat is there at around the same time, but, thinking that they were there to pick me up, she goes home. So I talk to Zach and Rudy for a few, and they precede to go home. I of course don't want to call Kat to come back cuz that would be rude so I get back on that sidewalk and prepare for the worst. Anyway my mom calls just as I'm almost home and asks where I have been. As I tell her the story her voice gets more and more angry and she begins ranting and raving about how I could have been killed, blah blah blah. Anyway, moral of the story, I'm home, and still looking for something interesting to do if anyone is up for it. Otherwise, g'night!
*~*Bry*~*

Ugh I'm so bored. My stupid dad took my fucking car keys cuz he's a control freak so I can't even get out of this house. I've been sitting at this computer for hours, it's crazy. Anyway, I went yesterday to change my schedule, hoping to get out of the AP classes, but that didn't work out. I think Mrs. King the registrar just like made some plans to keep me from switching out. She seriously did! She tells me to go to my counselor then she saw me sitting there waiting to get in to the counselor and goes in the room, shuts the door and told her not to let me switch! What a triflin hoe!. I swear adults these days! Anywho, here are my classes so let me know if you have any. Even tho I'm taking running start so some of these aren't permanent.

***1st Tri:
1. AP CWP - Demianew
2. AP Sr. English - Massart
3. Musical Theatre - Rotherham
4. Spanish 5 - Oster

***2nd Tri:
1. AP Gov/Politic 1 - Demianew
2. AP Sr. English - Massart
3. Spanish 6 - Oster
4. Creative Mvmt 2 - Anderson

***3rs Tri:
1. AP Gov/Politic 2 - Demianew
2. ASB Leadership - Pilcher
3. Calligraphy 2 - Tichenor
4. Forensic Science - Bristow

Wow, busy year ahead with a lot of homework. lol But I'm sure I'll cope with it somehow. Peace out bitches!
*~*Bry*~*